there's a song thats inside of my soul . . .

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 16:21:24 GMT

I've been really busy lately. Makin' Music is coming and the practices are starting. My school work is already starting to pile up on me.

My dad gave my mom a kitten for Valentine's Day. I'm so excited, we have a cat now. It's name is Misty. My dad bringing me pictures of her to Winterfest for me to see. Yay.

On the plus side, it snowed last weekend. It was great, I went and had a snowball fight with me roommate. According to several people, it's suppose to snow again this weekend. And Winterfest, is this weekend. You don't even know how excited I am. I been looking forward to this for 3 months. I just hope the weather coroperates.

Can't wait to see everyone.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

P.s. Lacey - I hope your haveing a great time. Take good pictures. Love you.

Me and Cameron. Yay.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:26:15 GMT

Me and Cameron made up. Yay. I'm happy.

I can't wait to see him and Linda at Winterfest. We're going to have so much fun.

I just went to Old Navy and bought a pair of jeans for $7. I'm pretty excited about that. And I bought a really cute pair of pajama pants for $10. Yep.

I might go to devo tonight, depends if I get comfortable of not in a few minites.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Tear

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:41:54 GMT

My brothers sick again.

I went for a very long walk all around campus and cried.

I ran into a guy I like; the only guy I like on campus.

He gave me a hug... I wish we could do that more often. It felt really good. I haven't been in a guys arms in quite some time.

Then I played basketball with some friends... Got some of my frustration out... Fouled a lot of people... Oh well.

I pretty tired now.

Bye.
Katie

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 02:31:46 GMT

The singing group I'm in, Chorale, had our retreat all weekend. I'm so tired of singing now. But it was fun. I got named section leader of the soprano section, that was pretty cool. And I might have a small solo in one of the songs. It would be cool if I got that.

I have to go read for Psy. tomorrow.

There's a weird guy in Chorale that is stalking me, really. I was in the commons and he came up behind me and started talking to me, and then I was at Walk-Mart yesterday with my roommate and he was on the same row that we were on.

I went and saw the movie, The End of the Spear, yesterday. It was a story of a missionary. It was good, sad, but good. The only thing I didn't really like about it was most of the movie was in subtitles. But I encourage everyone to go see it, because half of the proceeds from the movie go to help missionaries in South America.

Ok, I have to go finish my laundary.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

What Up

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 02:10:21 GMT

There are so many things going on right now. I don't know what to think of all of it.

I'm in a HUGE fight with Cameron. and I don't think we're going to talk to eachother until I leave. I don't know what his problem is, but it's getting on my nerves.

This guy, Donald, where I work, likes me but won't ask me out, even thought his friends are trying to get him too. But he's really shy, but so sweet, with lots of tattoo's (which I think is hot). I'm seriously thinking about getting one myself.

I leave to go back to school in 4 days. Bye.

I went to the mall and this nail guy came up to me and looked at my nails and polished them and put lotion all over my hand. It was weird. But I must say, that's the most attention I've got from a guy in a while, isn't that sad.

Ok. I'm done.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 01:23:06 GMT

I love Christmas. I love seeing my family and friends. You know, when I came home I knew that I had missed everyone very much, but I didn't realize how much I had missed everyone. Especially the boys. I love Cameron and Devin and just seeing them made me so happy. I love Lacey and Linda too, but there's just something about seeing our boys that made this great. I got mainly cash for Christmas, which I wanted bacause I need to go shopping. I really didn't want anything this Christmas. Just to see my friends. We need to all hang out a lot.

Work

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 01:29:18 GMT

I have to start working at the furniture store tomorrow. I'm not that excited about it, but it is a job and it is money, so I'm not complaning that much. I work everyday except Tuesday's and Sunday's, until about 5pm or 6pm. Me and my brother went out shopping today to finish buying Christmas presents. I tired now. I can't wait to see everyone at church tomorrow night.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 17:09:09 GMT

Just hanging out today with Corey, Jenny, Aunt Linda, and Uncle Olen in Jackson, TN. We are going shopping. Just waiting to come home. We better be doing something on Tuesday when I get back. I need to catch up.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 03:51:13 GMT

I'm done with Finals. I'm done cleaning. I'm BORED out of my mind. I don't get home until Monday around 10pm. I don't know what to do with my time. I don't have a car, so I have nowhere to go. My closest friend, Jenn, is gone. My roommate's gone. Did I mention I'm bored. Almost everyone is gone. I have nobody to talk to. It's raining. It's cold. Yep, that's all.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 00:40:51 GMT

I went to Wal-Mart. I bought Christmas Presents!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:34:09 GMT

My roommate is driving me insane. I mean, she's always on my computer IMing her firends because she doesn't have a computer, and she's always singing out loud, and she never studies for her finals, and she's loud when I'm trying to study for mine. HELP!!! Good thing I only have a few more days to put up with her. She wasn't this bad at the begining of the semester, but now I can't stand her. I just keep telling myself, only a few more days. Oh, and she never cleans!

HELP,
Kathryn Faye

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 00:30:48 GMT

Finals start tomorrow... I hate this part of the semester. But I'm glad I'll be home soon. Well, sort of soon, I wont be home until a week from tomorrow, Mon. Dec. 19th @ 10:30pm. It seems like so far away. See you then. I love you all.

All my love,
Kathryn Faye

Why?

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:43:03 GMT

Wow, I haven't been on Livejournal in FOREVER... literly FOREVER. After reading the last couple of postings, I realize that I have no idea whats going on in anyone's lives. And I feel like a jerk.

Lacey- we never talk anymore... what happened... we said we would always stay so close... and now I know nothing about you.

Linda- we never talk anymore either... when I get home we have to go hang out together.

Cameron talks to me some, but its not personal things, like I know he talks to Lacey about. I don't know why he feels he can't talk to me like that. And Lacey, why don't you tell me the things you tell other people. Why? I don't know whats happening. Devon never talks to me. I think I talk to him about twice in this semester.

I don't know how to explain it, but I feel that I have no best friends anymore. I feel like nobody wants to talk to me, and tell me things. Why? Am I not trustworthy? I mean what is it.

This probably sounds really stupid. And I hope nobody's getting mad at me for this. I know I haven't exactly made myself avalible to talk, but common, NOBODY TELLS ME ANYTHING. Expecially my best friend in the whole wide world (maybe), Lacey, who I come to Harding to visit. I don't know whats wrong with me. Please tell me. I would like to know.

All my love,
Kathryn Eaton

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 22:03:15 GMT

found a roommate today
she moved in
her name is amanda
she's cool

im teaching a bible class on wednesdays with my friend jenn
we are teaching babies
im excited

im not auditioning for american idol any more
b/c on the off chance i got picked i couldnt go off and do that
i am already committed to playing the piano in freeds homecoming play
and my grandmothers not doing good and im going to be going to see her a lot
im a little disappointed but i probably wouldnt of got it anyway

all my love

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 22:55:34 GMT

You all know that my grandmother has been in and out of the hospital with cancer.

My dad just called me she has gotten really bad.

They have called Hospice to take care of her and to make her comfortable. The doctors say that there is nothing they can do for her. It's just a matter of time.

I'm flying there over Labor Day weekend to see her.

I'm crying to much right now. I gotta go.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 19:28:13 GMT

i had a good first day of classes.

my biology 2 professor made us take a pretest, 50 multiple choice questions. i guessed on all of them. it was bad. i hope that he doesn't count it.

over all it was a good day. my music lit. class is going to be fun, i'm excited.

i found a roommate, she's moving in on saturday. she was in my education class last semester. yeah.

love you all.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 15:28:30 GMT

*got my books today, they didn't have one of them so i have to go back later
*total of book so far $225, but i still have one more to go, and my friend gave me one of the books i need for free :)
*set up my room
*trying to find a roommate, because mine moved out
*got my chapel seat, had to wake up at 7 to get in line to get a good seat
*have a chorus rehersal tonight, bacause we're singing in chapel the first day
*classes start tomorrow
*my first class is at 8:30
*going to eat lunch with friends later
*got invited to eat dinner at my friends apartment tonight

having fun so far. can't wait for classes to start.

miss everyone so much!

All my love

Here

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 21:18:26 GMT

I made it safely to Freed. My roommate and I just don't click very well, so I think that I'm going to be changing rooms soon. I hate it when they just stick you with some random freshman.

I miss you all so much, you don't even know.

Linda: my screename is KatieFaye86, I told you wrong before.

Lacey:same message as above, and I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.

I just sitting around, arangeing things here and there. I just want classes to start so I can stop waiting.
Ok, gotta go help my friend Jenn move stuff.

All my love

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 16:43:26 GMT

One night left until I leave.

Let's just say I'm partying hard tonight! And Cameron better be there.

Linda and Lacey,
It's been a blast. I love yall so much, words cannot explain. I promise this to yall that I shall stay in better connection with you this year. Now, enough of the farwell's. I shall see you tonight, and we shall party!

All my love

please pray

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:03:25 GMT

I'm not really in a good mood right now so I'm going to make this short so I can go to bed.

My grandmother, as some of you know, has cancer in her lower back.
I just found out tonight from my dad that the cancer has spread all up her spine, to her ribs, and to her right femor. She is on medication because she is so depressed and she is not eating. She has alrealy lost 28 lbs.
My grandfather, her husband, has a hernia from moving her around and he is having sergery soon.
The doctors are doing all they can, but the hope seem very low.
This is my dad's mom, and he is not doing to well either. My dad has been very depressed, and this new information has just made it worse.

I just ask that you pray for my grandmother and grandfather as they battle through this, and pray for my dad and the rest of my family.

Thanks.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 17:31:04 GMT

ok, well the movie, the skeleton key, sucks! I hated it, it was only creepy in certain places and the ending sucked.

i've decided that my feelings towards guys suck. i'm a little fed up with myself.

linda and lacey know that at the movies a certain guy asked me to sit by him, and this guy i sort of have feelings for, and well i don't know what to think about him asking me to sit by him. this same guy i took to the beach and back home on saturday, we had a lot of fun, playing around with the radio and stuff, harmless flirting.
but now i'm not sure. he always wants me to sit by him, he always wants me to rub his back, he flirts with me constantly.

but i'm not the only one he does this to. at the movies, although he asked me to sit by him first, later he told lacey to scoot over and sit by him. and he flirts with everyone else as much as he flirst with me. however, i do give the best back rubs, so he only ask me for those.

you know that he gave me one of his favorite Nike hats last year before i left for freed for the first time, as a kinda reminder of him. and he had a girlfriend then.

i don't know what to think anymore. i was talking to lacey about this, and i'm not the type of girl he goes out with. he always goes out with real preppy, pretty people, and i'm probably the complete opposite of that. but it seems as if i get along with him better than he does with the people that he likes and goes out with.

i don't know. opinions would be nice. expectally from linda and lacey, who really know what i'm talking about.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:33:32 GMT

yeah for the beach...

nathan, cameron, and mitch kept dunking me under the water... they wouldn't even give me time to breath... but it was fun... I got them back a couple of times... but then cameron tackled me and hurt my knee... and lacey punched me in the face on accident as she was going to dunk cameron...

but it was a blast...

the only thing that sucked was that the sun was not out the whole time we were there... and I couldn't get a tan as I had planned... and we didn't get to play vollyball... and the rip tides...

but the water felt wonderful... good times... good times...

I don't want to leave.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 17:42:05 GMT

so bored, just sitting waiting until the big beach party tomorrow.

my mom's home... she's making me clean the house. This sucks.

yeah, beach party tomorrow... surfing, vollyball, frisbee, sandcastles... yeah, can't wait...

going insane

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:25:18 GMT

I was so incredibly bored today. My dad took my car so I couldn't go anywhere, not that I have anywhere to go.

But I did finish the book I started last night... The Giver.
I really liked it. I was so into it that I forgot to eat lunch, so I'm a little hungrey now.

Enough of my boring life... I think I'll go and just sit and stare now. I seem to be good at that. I have way to much on my mind.................... This summer sucks!!!

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 14:52:09 GMT

Went to see Stealth with Linda, Tyson, and Matt last night. It was a great movie, I loved it. It was great to catch up with Linda some, I haven't really got to talk to her much this summer. Well, we talked all through the previews about numerious things, but mainly on the strange feelings that I have been having toward friends lately. Now only Lacey and Linda know about that, and we will keep it that way.
Anyway, it was great to get another persons opinion on the situation, not that there is a situation.

In other news, I couldn't go to sleep last night so I stayed up until 2:30 and read half of a book called The Giver. It's a great book, weird but good.

Lacey I need to talk to you.

My mind keeps wondering back and forth, usually staying on my strange feelings. I'm frustrated with myself.

All of my feelings are going crazy. I don't know what to think about anything anymore.

Please pray for me. I'm so confused right now. Sometimes I feel as if my feelings for people keep jumping from Love to Hate and back and forth. I don't know. I'm confusing myself now.

I'm feed up with myself right now.